Plans Changed

You get excited because you know what's coming
It's not even a question; it's going to happen
Not even one doubt in your mind
Not one
The adrenaline rush mounts every time you think about it

But wait-
        wait-
              wait-
That's not right...
No...
Could I have been wrong?
The Earth shook.
The plans changed.
That wasn't supposed to happen
.Your stomach feels like it will eat you alive and at the same time burst.
No...
I was wrong.

The Evidence of My Errors

It flickers back into my mind
From time to time
That thought of what could have been
What should have been said
But now I dread
Seeing the evidence of my errors

I Made A Mistake.

I made a mistake
I can't change it.
I can't turn it around into something better.
I can't pretend it didn't happen.
I can't go back and undo it.
I can't.....
I can't.....
Simply put-
                     I made a mistake.

What Does The Sun Have To Hide?

Why does looking into the sun hurt your eyes?
What does it have to hide, so that it causes you to look away?
Why can it beat down on you all day and you can't return a glance?
I want to know.